Raining.

 

It was a raining day. Cold day. Nice weather anyway. 

Staring at my notes, I read nothing. 

It had been five months since we broke up. 

I just realized that it has almost half a year past. 

But everything was just like it happened yesterday night. 

I wrote my third letter to you. At the end of this 2014 year. 

What an unforgettable 21 years old year. 

I gone through a lot. More than what I expected. 

I miss you. Indeed. I told you. 

Don't know myself. Down, deep in my heart. 

Wondering am I still hoping for something...?

Maybe yes. Maybe no. 

Anyhow. I feel peace when I wrote that letter. 

An inner peace came to me. I feel great.

Perhaps it was something called *gratitude* make me feel better.

Everything you appreciated, make you feel you have nothing lost but gain a lot.

May your 2015 year full of happiness and a lot of joys. I wish you happy.

Although I always got mood fluctuated due to your emotion. 

But, I didn't blame you. As it was because I care so much about you. 

2014 almost come to an end. 

Still remember the time we had our countdown together...?

And can I have a request...?

Give me your hug for even a minute. 

I will give you all of our memories either good or bad. 

It is a time what I called it as *Release*.